Freaking Out!

Okay I know I have a million more adorable vacation pictures to post but I need to cry for a minute.  Zoya starts PRESCHOOL Thursday....yah like in 2 days...well less than two days since it's already Tuesday at 2:30. Waaaahhhhh! Even though it's not "really" "officially" preschool, I'm still freaking out a little. We decided to send Zoya one morning a week throughout the summer to get her familiar with the idea of preschool. She will have the same teacher and classroom aide this summer as she will when she officially starts in the fall which will make it really nice for her!  This way they can get to know each other and work out any kinks before preschool really starts.  The summer program is a little more laid back and hopefully it will just be a great opportunity for Zoya to work on some social skills with some great peer models! But I'm just saying I might hide outside the window or pretend to be working in my classroom across the hall...haha, kidding I would never do that...I'd at least leave the building and check back in every 15 minutes or so....no not really, I mean come on I'm sooo not a helicopter parent, am I? Oh dear. Give me a break here, I have NEVER dropped her off somewhere and just left her with people who don't know her very well yet (ok so I did that twice at church and we all know how that went...although that wasn't Zoya's fault and the teacher she will be with would never act like Zoya is a burden). Shawn asked me how I will occupy myself from 9-12 Thursday morning so I don't sit here crying stressing about how Zoya is doing...he knows me too well! So I decided I am going to put a nanny cam in her classroom and just watch her morning over the internet....okay TOTALLY kidding there...I have no idea what I will do....probably sit in my car outside the school for 3 hours? No, really I'm joking sort-of.

HELP! Tell me everything will be okay!!! She will be fine, it's ME I worry about :)