Thursday, March 11, 2010
Leaving in 13 hours!
What do you do when you know your life will be forever changed in an instant? How do you think about anything else? You don't. In a few days we are meeting our DAUGTER! In a few days, we are going to see our child face to face after all these months of looking at one little picture and dreaming big dreams of what she will be like. In a few days, we will be experiencing a life-changing event bigger than anything else we have ever experienced! I remember like it was yesterday, but really it was almost 6 months ago when we typed our committment email to Andrea at Reece's Rainbow. We had gone back and forth and back and forth about committing. We both knew there was no other choice, we both knew we wanted no other choice, we both knew we wanted Zoya to be ours. Typing that email almost 6 months ago, I never could have imagined how I would feel in this very moment right here, right now...which makes me think I could never imagine how I will feel in a few days (although I certainly do try). Imagining how you will feel and actually being in the moment and feeling it are not usually one in the same. The anticipation is at a level I've never known before. I've never been so excited, waiting in anticipation, to watch this beautiful dream unfold before my very own eyes.